day two

Dear Tabby,


Let me give you a good view of what my day has been.

Yesterday, it was like a piece of paper, a white sheet. Today it's more like dirty white, but still empty.


T_T


I miss you.. badly. Come home!

day one

Dear tabby,


You might be wondering how my day had been. Well, it was not as bad as i thought it would be but also not as okay as an ordinary day would've been.


My day simply was so-so and bearable, at least.


The ringing cellphone wakened me, first I thought it was part of my odd dream until I get hold of it and realized what I saw. It was an unfamiliar number and I immediately assumed it was you. I can't help but smile when I heard your voice. I felt relieved and sad at the same time (if it's possible that those two emotions could co-exist).


I started my day trying to think that you're not where you are today so my day would not be that bad. Few hours of chat and video call would do, though not as well as when you're here. ^_^


I fell asleep waiting for your message so we could chat and again, i was waken by you or your message I say. Thanks to yahoo, we were able to chat.

So there, I call it a day. Bearable and so-so, like the many other ordinary days of my life until you came.


By the way, forgive my being dramatic here. I just miss you badly.

P.S. How was your day btw? let me know.

paradise falls

Our Thirty-third month.


Tabby,


I could still remember the very day I proposed myself to be your girlfriend. I know it was quite a shock to you, but honestly, it was a shock to me as well.

Remembering that moment made feel both ashamed and proud. Ashamed that I was so mainipin that i wasn't able to wait for you to ask. I was proud because I got what I want. I have you now.

Earlier this day we watched Up, it was nice and fun but then for me, it could've been nicer if Ellie is still living when Carl reached their dream.

The movie brought out the hopeless romantic in me. I know life would be best if i get to spend it with you. I even imagined the two of us growing old together. Having these thoughts made me love life more. =D

Like that of Carl and Ellie's paradise falls, I also have a dream. I dream to live in San Francisco and live in a house with a twin or a triplet playing on the yard. But love, this dream of mine would be sweeter if I share it with you. .





P.S. Would you mind me asking you to cross your heart and promise me that you'll try hard so we could reach our dream and if we're lucky, we would include the rx8 on the background?